Henry

Who do u think u don't have a chance with ??

Just say you like someone. You don’t know when you did or why you did, but at some point you became aware of this feeling and start to build affection towards the person you like. You think of possibilities on how to get closer to the person, you talk, you joke, you laugh, you get to know one another more and eventually you have this bond between each other.

You think maybe you should ask him/her out someday and confess because if you really tried then maybe you both could become a “couple”. Then suddenly one day you hear, or see something that relates to that certain someone and you think to yourself. “She/he might already have someone else in his/her mind”, “Oh, who is this person”, “Maybe I shouldn’t try at all, I will just embarrass myself”. You start to think to the point essentially where the smallest things hold you back from doing things you truly wanted to do.
Your mind then becomes clouded with insecurities and thinking of negative thoughts.

That’s exactly how I feel.
But who knows, I might have a chance. I got to keep believing in myself and to always try my best, even if it involves me embarrassing myself in front of thousands of people or bring my self-esteem down because I would rather try to be with the person then not ever trying to be with him/her when I could of had a chance. 
I will do all it takes, even if there one chance out of a million to be with the person I find to be precious to me.